This I know....

This may become a series of blogs or it might be the only one.   The writing of these random thoughts  is cathartic.   Maybe in some random way, they will string together. They are not lessons, they are part of life, I suppose.

This I know but you will only find out the hard way.

I know that when a boy breaks your heart, the broken heart will be masked by anger.  You will be so mad at him for hurting you. He hurt you even though he told you that he loved you.  He showed you that he loved you until...he broke your heart.   You loved him...until he broke your heart.  The anger will turn to tears. You will cry like you've never cried before then the tears will turn to loneliness.  The loneliness will cause you to miss him,  the missing him might lead to forgiving him, but somewhere in the back of your mind you will remember that he hurt you.   You will remember that he broke your heart. Your heart will ache, like it did the first time as you think about how much it hurt. You want to protect yourself from hurting that much again. So you start building an imaginary brick wall around your heart. The soon to be un-penetrate-able brick wall around your heart.

This I know.  This you will have to experience..the hard way, the only way.